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Dear Baby:
Wow! What progress we have made together!!
::sigh:: You are amazing. I got to see your little heart beat and your little arms and legs. You Are Amazing. I was so scared, scared of bad news, bad reactions, bad looks, but everything I got was so positive! You are strong, and moving around, and healthy. I could not ask for anything more.
I spent the past week making multiple trips to Denver. I was visiting friends but I think I was also escaping some things here in the Springs. Sometimes here I miss that feeling of being in the right place at the right time, and every time Im in Denver that is the feeling I get. I got to hug great friends, smell memory invoking scents, drive the same streets that have made my time here what it is. I want to move back. There. I said it. I want to move back. Better schools, none of this right wing agenda that encompasses this entire city, and you will get the best of all worlds. We would be happy you and I. So, Baby, Im thinking about it.
I brought a couple more maternity shirts this week. They showcase you and I cant believe how much Im showing. Im still not woman enough to try to step into those horrific pants with teh elastic panel in the front, but Ill have to at some point. These loose fitting jeans are only gonna work for so long…
Baby, I love you. I cant wait to be your mom. I know that I am going to make a mistake or a million along the way, but I want you to know that there is nothing that I will ever let happen to you. I love you. I love you a million times I love you. And now Im going to have a late night pizza bcs Im starving. I really hope you grow up to love pizza. And the Buckeyes. But we can talk about that later (as long as you never root for the wolverines or marry one, K?).
